i just dont know what to do with myself.
i keep seeing him, in fact ive put him on a retainer. he keep's saying this blogg is an - - - and i qupte - - - "" outlet for my feelings "" - - - but im not so sure.
its beena hectic few week's in the city - - - which is why i havent bloggged so much. michelles thretning rights to access so i aint seen the kid's so much. their e erything to me to. i jusst throw mysle finto my work. and my golf. and a good few canns of kronie. lowered my par today bujt where were teh boiys? with theyre fucking wives and hapy famlies thats who. cunts.
suns shinin but its rainin in my heart darline.
signing out . gax
sister visit
been a shit weekend - first jude - sister) came over for tea on sat well she sort of invited herself
got in maccy ds as couldnt be bothered to toast sanwiches. looking at her showing kids about her painting - they were with me for the weekend - realised who she remindsme of off channel 4 racing the woman thats pretty good and knows her horses but is a lezz
chadwell ok but dont know about chantelle she doesnt come over much and spent all her time listening to jude worried that she might be turned. i will speak to her mother if she fucking speaks to me or answers the phone
sun hit a few balls over at country club then arguement with dad on phone usual shit more and more usual shit
can i keep this up. i am a shit diaryist but i now feel i have more ot say. read more bloggs and admire the way they get it off there chest
